All i ever wanted
Was someone to understand
Who would go my pace
Say i had a pretty face
Andbe happy holding my hand
All i ever wanted
Was someone who would care
Call me everyday
Never have nothing to say
Someone who would always be there
All i ever wanted
Was someone i could trust
Someone on whom i could rely
Who would always reply
Whose love wasnt based on lust.
All i ever wanted
Was someone to stick by there task
Make us both smile
Woth both of our whiles
Then i suppose, that is alot to ask...
Monday, 13 November 2006
ugly
This is how it feels,
to feel unattractive,
My heart aching slowly,
Emotions over active.
I feel angry, confused, regretful and sad
Unprotected, vunrable,
Not good,
too bad
All of these things making ruins and puddles
My mind is in backward
I'm all in a muddle
I just want to cry,
i just want to fight,
Stress mixed with sorrow,
Bark mixed with bite
i just dont understand,
It makes me feel bad
To think i'm depressed
To make others feel glad
I cry inside,
While they're smiling smugly
Thankyou for this,
This is how it feels to be ugly
to feel unattractive,
My heart aching slowly,
Emotions over active.
I feel angry, confused, regretful and sad
Unprotected, vunrable,
Not good,
too bad
All of these things making ruins and puddles
My mind is in backward
I'm all in a muddle
I just want to cry,
i just want to fight,
Stress mixed with sorrow,
Bark mixed with bite
i just dont understand,
It makes me feel bad
To think i'm depressed
To make others feel glad
I cry inside,
While they're smiling smugly
Thankyou for this,
This is how it feels to be ugly
torture
You're killing me with every flirt
Dont tease me with a kiss
Your thoughts and smiles are all worth while
They are things that i ofetn miss.
Your choking me with compliaments
Do you realise whats being done?
Though you have braved the battle
You wont claim what you've won.
Your stabbing me with every smile,
What torture you have been,
You seem to love me just as much
You shouldnt say what you dont mean.
You're drowning me in dreams right now,
I only wish they were real,
But i am watching them fade away,
now that you know how i feel.
Your killing me with feelings, here.
And you're taking the blame.
I would survive all this,
If only you felt the same.
Dont tease me with a kiss
Your thoughts and smiles are all worth while
They are things that i ofetn miss.
Your choking me with compliaments
Do you realise whats being done?
Though you have braved the battle
You wont claim what you've won.
Your stabbing me with every smile,
What torture you have been,
You seem to love me just as much
You shouldnt say what you dont mean.
You're drowning me in dreams right now,
I only wish they were real,
But i am watching them fade away,
now that you know how i feel.
Your killing me with feelings, here.
And you're taking the blame.
I would survive all this,
If only you felt the same.
leave me now
Leave me to my sadness now
I dont need your thoughts.
Just go away and take your smiles,
those pitying smiles you've brought.
Leave me to my heartache now
I do not want advice.
Yes i know that know i've learnt,
Yes, now i will think twice.
Leave me to my depression now.
i dont care for your idea.
i am sick of being patronised and called ''my lamb''
''my petal'', ''treasure'', ''my dear''.
Leave me to my emptiness now,
I dont want to think straight.
I do not need to make sence right now.
I need to figure out who i hate.
Leave me to my self-pity now.
I dont want to dry my eyes or stand tall.
I hate this fealing so much
And im afraid you can't help at all.
I dont need your thoughts.
Just go away and take your smiles,
those pitying smiles you've brought.
Leave me to my heartache now
I do not want advice.
Yes i know that know i've learnt,
Yes, now i will think twice.
Leave me to my depression now.
i dont care for your idea.
i am sick of being patronised and called ''my lamb''
''my petal'', ''treasure'', ''my dear''.
Leave me to my emptiness now,
I dont want to think straight.
I do not need to make sence right now.
I need to figure out who i hate.
Leave me to my self-pity now.
I dont want to dry my eyes or stand tall.
I hate this fealing so much
And im afraid you can't help at all.
I'm right here
I wonder and wait
Oh you know that I hate
I hate it when you are like this
My dreams are evicted
You know i’m addicted
All it took was one little kiss
But I love you still
And if you love me you will
Claim what I think, to be fake
I think i’m forgotten,
My heart spoiled and rotten
That I was merely a mistake
So from feeling bridal
I feel suicidal
No, I don’t want to be friends,
I hate every minute
And every second within it
And yet I don’t want this to end
So I say goodbye,
Wipe a tear from my eye
You’ve confirmed my very worst fear.
I’m now alone,
You’ve claimed someone your own
Don’t you realise that i'm right here???
Oh you know that I hate
I hate it when you are like this
My dreams are evicted
You know i’m addicted
All it took was one little kiss
But I love you still
And if you love me you will
Claim what I think, to be fake
I think i’m forgotten,
My heart spoiled and rotten
That I was merely a mistake
So from feeling bridal
I feel suicidal
No, I don’t want to be friends,
I hate every minute
And every second within it
And yet I don’t want this to end
So I say goodbye,
Wipe a tear from my eye
You’ve confirmed my very worst fear.
I’m now alone,
You’ve claimed someone your own
Don’t you realise that i'm right here???
I wonder and wait
Oh you know that I hate
I hate it when you are like this
My dreams are evicted
You know i’m addicted
All it took was one little kiss
But I love you still
And if you love me you will
Claim what I think, to be fake
I think i’m forgotten,
My heart spoiled and rotten
That I was merely a mistake
So from feeling bridal
I feel suicidal
No, I don’t want to be friends,
I hate every minute
And every second within it
And yet I don’t want this to end
So I say goodbye,
Wipe a tear from my eye
You’ve confirmed my very worst fear.
I’m now alone,
You’ve claimed someone your own
Don’t you realise that i'm right here???
Oh you know that I hate
I hate it when you are like this
My dreams are evicted
You know i’m addicted
All it took was one little kiss
But I love you still
And if you love me you will
Claim what I think, to be fake
I think i’m forgotten,
My heart spoiled and rotten
That I was merely a mistake
So from feeling bridal
I feel suicidal
No, I don’t want to be friends,
I hate every minute
And every second within it
And yet I don’t want this to end
So I say goodbye,
Wipe a tear from my eye
You’ve confirmed my very worst fear.
I’m now alone,
You’ve claimed someone your own
Don’t you realise that i'm right here???
i hate you
I hate you, you always lie,
I hate you you make me cry,
I hate it when you are amusing,
I hate it more when you're confusing.
I hate you when you ignore your phone
I hate you when you leave me alone.
I hate you when you just enjoy the ride,
I hate the way you make me feel inside.
I hate it when you make me think
That you've hidden words in a little wink.
I hate it when you appear to adore me
Then the next day you just ignore me.
I hate it what i talk to you,
I hate that you never knew,
That though i often act like you're such a chore,
I hate you loads, but i love you more.
I hate you you make me cry,
I hate it when you are amusing,
I hate it more when you're confusing.
I hate you when you ignore your phone
I hate you when you leave me alone.
I hate you when you just enjoy the ride,
I hate the way you make me feel inside.
I hate it when you make me think
That you've hidden words in a little wink.
I hate it when you appear to adore me
Then the next day you just ignore me.
I hate it what i talk to you,
I hate that you never knew,
That though i often act like you're such a chore,
I hate you loads, but i love you more.
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