ugly

This is how it feels,
to feel unattractive,
My heart aching slowly,
Emotions over active.
I feel angry, confused, regretful and sad
Unprotected, vunrable,
Not good,
too bad
All of these things making ruins and puddles
My mind is in backward
I'm all in a muddle
I just want to cry,
i just want to fight,
Stress mixed with sorrow,
Bark mixed with bite
i just dont understand,
It makes me feel bad
To think i'm depressed
To make others feel glad
I cry inside,
While they're smiling smugly
Thankyou for this,
This is how it feels to be ugly